Thy Will Be Done

Amor fati: let that be my love henceforth! I do not want to wage war against what is ugly. I do not want to accuse; I do not even want to accuse those who accuse. Looking away shall be my only negation. And all in all and on the whole: some day I wish to be only a Yes-sayer.” –Nietzsche

I do not wish to leave it to You Oh Mighty.

Not now

Not ever…

I do not wish to surrender to Your omnipotent will

You are all that I have, all that I will have…

Yours the only will…

So be not my nemesis.

Destiny, almighty,

I do not wish to believe You tore me apart.

I will not be reminded of Your despotic rule,

Even so,

Be patronizing for one moment in Your billion light years…

For,

I wish to believe-

And I will all of that wish to perceive-

That I had to be taken apart,

Even if You had not intervened

(If that were possible, that is,

For You are All, and

‘All’ does not intervene,

Instead, has to be intervened in…)

Let me believe then

That You were guided by the Greater will

Of Your own inevitability.

Give me one reason then..

One reason.

And I swear I will…

(And so I will my curses-…)

So give me one reason to despise.

[Amor fati is a Latin phrase that loosely translates to "love of fate" or "love of one's fate". It is used to describe an attitude in which one sees everything that happens in one's life, including suffering and loss, as good. That is, one feels that everything that happens is destiny's way of reaching its ultimate purpose, and so should be considered good. Moreover, it is characterized by an acceptance of the events that occur in one's life. It is almost identical to the Jewish concept of Gam Zu Letovah (this too is for the best). ]